As I stated earlier, I have lost about 25 pounds in the past year. I'm very proud of myself for this. Things that I listed before that were impossible for me to do, are much more attainable and things I never thought about doing, I can actually do!
For example:
- I can bend over and touch my toes. Sometimes, I can even get my palms on the floor
- Where as I couldn't get 20 kicks in without being exhausted, I can now do 40 at a rip
- I can swing a 20lb kettlebell which my boss thinks is astounding. She just bought a 20lb and says it's "so heavy!".
- I can do ten pushups (ok.. on my knees but last year I couldn't do one.. not one)
- I can wear my bent barbell navel ring without a problem. I had to take it out and switch to a closed ring because the barbell kept twisting because of the fat fold. It was painful.
- I can run up a flight of stairs.
- I can squat down AND get back up without pulling myself up with my arms.
- I can shop for clothes without feeling like ZOMG NOTHING FITS AND I'M SO FAT!
[Blogging] Self Deception – http://www.kicknknit.com/2011/01/16/self…
I think that’s fantastic. The numbers shouldn’t matter (high or low) as long as you feel healthy. Hooray for you!!
Thank you!
I go back and forth in that the number itself does not define me, but how I feel IN that number does. If I feel sloppy and icky then that’s what defines me and then the number makes me upset. I don’t know if that makes sense to anyone else, but it does to me. On a happier note, I’m working on the eat less, move more and there’s a very real possibility that I’ll see my size 14 jeans that I shrunk again soon…and a very real possibility that when I go to FL in March, I can restock my clothes at the discount shopping down there because I won’t have any pants to wear…
Pssst. Also? Congrats to you! When I put it at the beginning, it sounded like I was being snarky in my head and that’s totally not the case
Thank you! it doesn’t sound snarky at all. And that makes perfect sense to me. I’m sure that I physically felt no where near as good on the way down to a size 12 as I did on the way UP to a size 12
In case you missed it, yesterday I blogged about what being a size 12 means to me. http://www.kicknknit.com/2011/01/16/self…
@kicknknit You don’t look like a sz 12 in your pics.
@bangtrebleknitr thanks! I wear it well, don’t you think?
@kicknknit You do, indeed!
RT @kicknknit: In case you missed it, yesterday I blogged about what being a size 12 means to me. http://www.kicknknit.com/2011/01/16/self…
RT @kicknknit: In case you missed it, yesterday I blogged about what being a size 12 means to me. http://www.kicknknit.com/2011/01/16/self…
@kicknknit What a great place to be. Fit *is* the best and something I need to do for myself.
@knitterotica thank you!
This.
There’s a huge difference between being able to shop for “what will look good” and “what won’t look horrible”, isn’t there? Keep loving yourself–sounds like you’re on your way back to you.
Thank you! that is a very accurate description of how just changing perception can make a huge difference.
That is so awesome congrats. It is amazing how our weight can affect our self esteem. When I was a kid, I could eat whatever I wanted too, and not gain a point. I worked at Baskin Ice Cream in High School and ate so much that I should have been a balloon. Once age catches up, we actually have to learn how to eat right.
Re: working at Baskin Robbins.
In my teens I used to work at a drug store. I managed the front end where all the candy was. For my lunch break I used to eat two candy bars and a soda. My goal was to try every single variety of candy bar we had.
I’d like to think I have better goals now.. LOL!
I’m late to this party; playing catch-up this week, so please excuse my tardiness.
First – congrats on the weight-loss. I’ve struggled with weight since birth, it seems. I know how hard it is to lose, and what an accomplishment that is. Kudos!!
I think the post hits on something very important – our own perception. When I graduated high school, I wore a size 14. Now, I’m slightly bigger (between a 16 and an 18 and I can’t even believe I’m typing that here). When I look at high school photos, I think – wow, what I wouldn’t give to be that thin! But at the time – I felt huge. There’s way too much focus on the number and what looks good instead of what’s healthy. Thanks for posting this.
I agree.. healthy is what I’m aiming for … if you want some inspiration from someone who worries more about food than fat, check out http://www.fatnutritionist.com/